The Uncanny Valley

How much I am supposed to stay at home or to go out?  I just don’t know.  The Tale of Structurelessness (within it, a paradox of a coffee-less home)

Today the thought of going out to buy some wire and a coffee makes the tips of my hair feel overstimulated.

 ”Well, that’s because you walk out the door and it’s all like BWAAMMMMMPPPPP,” said a friend once, when I griped about leaving the house?

Also, what is the probably-magazined phrase where you fear Manhattan but love it’s arguably calmer outer buroughs.